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01/17/2010
Friday, December 11, 2009

It's hard for me to look back because everytime I do, I always happen to see you. It's hard because through all the good times we've had, I focus on the painful memory. Even though it's one memory, that's what I remember most. That's what you've given me. And it's driving me insane, because no matter how much I want to erase it, I can't. Just seeing your face almost everyday brings me to tears, but I won't let them out. I don't want to let them out. Looking back and seeing me blind, I was stupid. A stupid girl, foolish. Foolish enough to believe your lies. And it's sort of crazy, because after that period of time, you still had me coming back for more. I didn't exactly leave because of you entirely. I left for myself. To see my smile again. To hear my laugh again. Well, now that I have it .. what do I do now?



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