You did everything for me, gave me everything i needed, told me everything i wanted to hear. I would love to hear those words of yours again, you've said the sweetest things that no other guy has ever told me ( literally ). The question is, are any of those true ? .. What happened to "ill be loving you for a long time,baby" or "baby, you have nothing to worry about" . I guess all of that, ddnt mean shit to you eh? Well thats just nice to know. I gave you everything that I could, my love.. my time.. even my body. I honestly thought you were gonna be there forever, with me and that you werent going to leave me anytime soon. I enjoyed everything that we did, and never regretted anything that happened or anything that we did. I love how you treated me as a little baby, and your princess. I love how you took good care of me, and made sure i was always alright. I'm sorry that I always compared you to other guys. Im sorry cause i always fought with you over silly things, i honestly did that on purpose cause i like the feeling of you chasing after. I told you that im the kind of girl who needs constant love and affection, and you gave me all of that.


Baby, i miss you so much... all the late night calls, i miss it when you pick me up from my house and bring me to school.. and after school i go to your house and we do our thaaang ;). Remember that night when you were bringing me back to my house and i was spazzing about my mom making me go home early.. and i said " i swear, my daughter would be allowed to go out till watever time she wants ".. and then you said " excuse me? you mean OUR daughter? .. and no shes not going to be allowed to go out till whenever.. Im picking her up from wherever she is " .. That strucked me,It made me even love you more. Remember when we fought cause you were buying me a puppy and we would pretend it was going to be OUR baby? haha, and we argued because you wanted to name our baby "baccardi" -.- HAHA ! like seriously.. why would you wanna name our kid after an alcoholic beverage ? LOL, your so funny baby ..i love you<3 . Oh my, this brings me back to when we agreed that I am going to be the one naming our kids.. "Natalia/Natalie Nicole " and " Jake Tyler or Justin Jake " .See baby ! my names are waaaay better :). HAHA !.. well anyways

Obviously, im upset that you ended things this way.. But yenno what ? looking back to our memmories.. I just wished i cherished you even more ! and treated you better! cause i wante dyou to remember us . I hope your really happy now in your ssituation with Kim Capila, Shees gorgeous! and shes lucky to have you baby... I Just want you to know that i'll always be here for you, and i know its going to be you for a long time.. and i mean it. Whenever you wanna try this out again ill always be willing to <3. First of all.. you ARE my first love, right?.