you peaced it out, thanks kuya.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
fuck it, im tired of telling people that im happy for you.
Ive been bullshitting since November 11, 2009.
You promised me that you would never leave me.
I know i shouldnt be surprised, I told you people always walk out on me and walk out of my life..
Thing is.. I wasnt expecting you to be one of them. You told me you wanted to be with me forever,see me graduate, have kids together, live in california together, you wanted to be there. I was fooled. Dont get me wrong, I dont hate you.. more like.. upset and dissappointed. It also makes me wonder if you meant everything you told me.. from how much you love me.. to the point of you never wanted to lose me. I guess the "never wanting to lose me" part wasnt true. You promised me that the thing that happened during the summer would never happen again, Remember?. You told me that you loved me, You told me that u and her already broke up.. then you just leave me hanging and I find out you were still with her the whole time ?. After a couple of weeks, your girlfriend found out what have you been doing over the summer with other girls... Then after, you go back to me. Im a fool for thinking that you were over her.. so basically, im a rebound yeauh thats what i was. What i really want for christmas is to know if you meant anything that you told me.. and if you did.. which one ? .
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